..

i know it doesn’t change it, i know it doesn’t make it any better, but just know i am truly sorry.

 

 

for someone i miss.. i hope the stars keep you warm at night.

trouble

Oh no, I see,
A spider web, it’s tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I said,
Oh no what’s this?
A spider web, and I’m caught in the middle,
Oh I turned to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I’ve done,
And oh, I never meant to cause you trouble,
And oh, and I never meant to do you wrong,
And oh, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm.
Oh no I see,
A spider web and it’s me in the middle,
So I twist and turn,
Here am I in my little bubble,
Singing out, oh I never meant to cause you trouble,
Oh, I never meant to do you wrong,
Oh, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm.
They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me.

bring back those good ol’ days

Bring back those good ol’ days
Nothing feels right
Nothing ever goes my way
I threw my future away
Now I walk alone
Out here in the cold
Wandering astray
Where’s my future?
I’m gonna need a home
You’d expect the same, now wouldn’t you, wouldn’t you?

Your journey back to birth its haunting you it’s haunting you
Your departure from the earth, its haunting you, it’s haunting you

Only those who accept will find that acceptance in return
We have been trimmed down like hedges,and told just to sit,
And wilt, and spit at each other from a distance
With constant resistance from you
Gonna need a home
You’d expect the same now wouldn’t you, wouldn’t you?

Your journey back to birth is haunting you, it’s haunting you
Your departure from the earth is haunting you, it’s haunting you

It’s been ten years strong, thats much too long
It’s time to do something good for myself
Time to do somethin’ good for my health
It’s been ten years strong, thats much too long
It’s time to do something good for myself
Time to do somethin’ good for my health
I’ve wasted all this time, I’ve wasted all this time

Your journey back to birth is haunting you, it’s haunting you
You departure from the earth is haunting you, it’s haunting you

Your journey back to birth is haunting you, it’s haunting you
Your departure from the earth is haunting you, it’s haunting you

sorry but it’s over

Distorted and complicated
I’m sorry but it’s over
Essential to awaken
I’m leaving

Here we are
That’s what it’s all about
I’m sorry but it’s over
To love here and to love this
I’m finally breathing

Before you go
There is something more to say
Before you go
There is something more to say

Persistent resentment
I’m sorry but it’s over
Seduction for destruction
I’m finally breathing

Tonight
Tonight
It’s what it’s all about
Always

Before you go
There is something more to say
Before you go
There is something more to say
Before you go
There is something more to say

“The Nicest Thing”

Kate Nash – The Nicest Thing

All I know is that you're so nice
You're the nicest thing I've seen
I wish that we could give it a go
See if we could be something

I wish I was your favourite girl
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style

I wish you couldn't figure me out
But you always wanna know what I was about
I wish you'd hold my hand
When I was upset
I wish you'd never forget
The look on my face when we first met

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot
That you loved secretly
'Cause it was on a hidden bit
That nobody else could see
Basically, I wish that you loved me
I wish that you needed me
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars,
Actually I meant three

I wish that without me your heart would break
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
I wish that without me you couldn't eat
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep

Look, all I know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen
And I wish that we could see if we could be something
Yeah I wish that we could see if we could be something

how’s it going to be

I’m only pretty sure that I can’t take anymore
Before you take a swing, I wonder what are we fighting for?
When I say out loud, “I want to get out of this,”
I wonder, is there anything I’m going to miss?
I wonder how it’s going to be
when you don’t know me.
How’s it going to be
when you’re sure I’m not there?
How’s it going to be
when there’s no one there to talk to between you and me?
‘Cause I don’t care
How’s it going to be?
How’s it going to be?

Where we used to laugh, there’s a shouting match
sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I can’t ignore,
like the hammock by the doorway we spent time in
Swing’s empty
I don’t see lightning like last fall
when it was always about to hit me
I wonder how’s it going to be when it goes down
How’s it going to be when you’re not around?
How’s it going to be when you found out there was nothing
between you and me?
‘Cause I don’t care
How’s it going to be?

And how’s it going to be
when you don’t know me anymore?
And how’s it going to be?

I wanna get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivion…
I wanna taste the salt of your skin
The soft dive of oblivion…oblivion
How’s it going to be
when you don’t know me any more?
How’s it going to be?
How’s it going to be?

adele – crazy for you

I Found myself today singing out loud your name.
You said I’m crazy,
if I am I’m crazy for you.

Sometimes sitting in the dark wishing you were here turns me crazy,
but it’s you who makes me loose my head

And everytime I’m meant to be acting sensible
you drift into my head and turn me into
a crumbling fool.

Tell me to run and I’ll race,
if you want me to stop I’ll freeze.
And if you want me gone I’ll leave,
just hold me closer baby.

And make me
crazy for you.
Crazy for you.

Lately with this state Im in
I can’t help myself but spin.
I wish you’d come over
send me spinning closer to you.

My oh my, how my blood boils,
its sweetest taste for you
It strips me down bare
and gets me into my favourite mood.

I keep on trying I’m fighting
these feelings away,
but the more I do
the crazier I turn into.

Pacing floors and opening doors
hoping you’ll walk through
and save me boy.
Because I’m too

crazy for you.
Crazy for you.

sneaker pimps – small town witch

(Small town witch come to mess me up.. yeah)

See black, see bloom
Died on an impulse over you
Caught like a corpse crawling round a dream and loving you
And she hangs on youth
Crushing any feet to fit the shoes
Stepping it out with a size 12 mouth and cursing you

Small town witch come to mess me up
Small town witch come to mess me up
Small town witch come to mess me up again

She whored, she graced
Bitching with the bottle, saving face
Blowing it out as the jury’s doubt is laid to waste
See black, see bloom
Choked up on a heartburn, bleeding through
How does it feel now the ones that feed are biting you

Small town witch come to mess me up
Small town witch come to mess me up
Small town witch come to mess me up again